I GIVE UP ON WOMEN!, Emo / Rant Topic #354654

Yes, this yet another person ranting, so take it or leave it. I'm in a bad mood!

This is more of my rant about my so - called ' love life ' , or should I rather say that its non - existant?

Why is it non - existant? BECAUSE OF FEAR! No matter what I do, no matter how socialable in general I become, no matter how hard I've tried..... FEAR ALWAYS ***ING WINS!

It has made like a stalker, it has made me look like a fool and you know what, i'm sick of it, i made a fool of myself again tonight, I just know i did, walking past a group of girls serveral times.... ARGH!

Well, it has being a long war in my head BUT in the end, I LOST. FEAR HAS WON THE WAR! FEAR HAS GOTTEN WHAT IT WANTED.

I AM GOING TO DIE ALONE AND CELIBRITE! LOVE DOES NOT ****ING EXIST FOR ME! THERE? IS NOBODY OUT THERE FOR ME!

STOP telling me I'll find someone, STOP telling me how to react.... I ALWAYS OVERTHINK! I JUST CAN'T ****ING HELP IT! I can't change it, no matter how hard I tried! I ALWAYS LOSE OUT TO FEAR!

I accept my fate now, I'm going to lonely because IT IS JUST TOO HARD FOR ME!

So, I GIVE UP COMPELTELY, NOT EVEN GOD CAN HELP ME NOW!

Everywhere I was tonight, I saw girl i liked with all the people who treated me like crap in school. THE JERKS CAN DO IT.... I CAN'T. I AM SICK OF THIS TWISTED GAME, SO I'M QUITING OUT OF IT.

NO FORCE ON EARTH CAN EVEN HOPE TO BREAK MY CURSE, I MOST LIVE IT UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!

I feel like such a failure, even if I get that degree and lots of money, MY RELATIONSHIPS WILL STILL STINK!

I HEREBY DECLARE FEAR THE WINNER, CONGRATULATIONS, MASTER! WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? OK, I'LL EAT YOUR CRAP BECAUSE I AM YOUR SERVANT!


Please guys, if your a shy type around women, get help for it. I can't be helped now, I'm too old for things to be changed but there is still time for you, just go and do the right thing for yourself, please!

I'm sorry to bring more depressing stuff here but I REALLY needed to get this out of my system, thnaks for bearing with me.

NHY

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This post has been edited by Dburnell01 on Jul 1 2006, 07:48 PM

It's nobody's fault but yours.

I was going to give advice, but if you aren't willing to let people tell you how you should react to these kinds of situations, then there's nothing we can say ._.

How old are ya? And fear is perfectly normal. Some good advice would be developing people skills. You got that you won't have a hard time.

This post has been edited by StopNSwap on Jul 1 2006, 07:50 PM

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That kind of attitude isn't going to get you anywhere.

Exactly. You need to be upbeat and postive. One day you'll find the perfect girl. Just give it time. Don't let things like fear stop ya. One day she'll come into your life, and you'll look back at this and laugh. We all have some problems in life, best we can do is live our life out and stick with it. If you wanna get over your fear, like I said. Develop people skills. Also who gives a flying **** about the jerks being able to do it? Just live your life, grin and bear it. Never say never, don't give up. You'll get over fear eventually. I mean it's not like a physical disabilite. I have a hearing loss in my right ear. That's never going away, but I live with it.

This post has been edited by StopNSwap on Jul 1 2006, 07:56 PM

Umm, age has nothing to do with changing habits or anything.

The 'Jerks' are always the ones who aren't shy at all, and women respond most to outgoingness.

But if you're having such a hard time with women, what not experiment with men?

That's gotta be the cruelest yet most hillarious thing you've ever said.

I'm 20

Geeze, I guess I might need to get professional help. It must be some sort of socail anxiety thing. :o

I can have serve mood swings.... O.o

Have you met anyone whom you can tell you have loved?

Before you answer that question - do you believe in love?

Yep. Get help first. Seek a doctor or professional psychiatrist. Being emo for the rest of your life is not a good thing. Save yourself by talking to someone. Now I'm not saying your insane. Obviously you got alot on your chest and you need to get it out. So I'm saying talking to someone will really help. Trust me, women are INCREDIBLY fickle. Can't be helped. One day you'll find the right girl. Plenty of fish in the sea, and there's someone for everyone. One day she'll walk in your life.

If not then do what Kaep suggested.

This post has been edited by StopNSwap on Jul 1 2006, 08:14 PM

Oh, I'm normally a happy person, its just the fact I've never had a girl and messed up again got to me, I'm not normally emo like this.

But have you ever loved somebody?

And there's a difference between wanting to bone somebody, and loving them.

This post has been edited by Kaepora Ocelot on Jul 1 2006, 08:24 PM

In the never ending quest for true love, you are going to get rejected, ALOT. You have to get used to it.

Yes I have...

Though that was one of many tales of unrequited love....

*shot*



Sersiously, yes I have but it either wasn't returned or I was too shy to ask. Older MFGGers would know about one of them, her name was Siobhan and lets just say, we had a falling out.....

Earlier when I asked the group of girls I talked about in the first post was I scaring them, they didn't give me a straight honest, answer. Even though 2 of them ran away from me!

This post has been edited by Neo Hyper Yoshi on Jul 1 2006, 08:32 PM

Just don't shudder. Act cool. Just walk up and say "Hey wanna get a pizza" or something. i had the same problem.