What to do, what to do...

What am I going to do?

First, my mom comes home back from Germany demanding she needs attention because she's sick. I can understand that, but when it turns so bad that she needs me to pay constant attention to her stupid needs (like getting the phone, picking up the remote, etc.) it's just not something I can stand.

Next, she tells me to call dad so that he can come home early. He says he can't, that he's sorry, mom gets pissed off. Then, in the middle of the phone call, her cellphone starts to ring. She bellows at me GO GET IT while I'm in the middle of conversation with dad. Dad, apprehensive, tells me to hang up, but my mom refuses and tells me to go get her phone anyway, which was god knows where. She had to go down herself and find, but then not even SHE knows where it is.

Later (like five minutes later), she demands to see my mid-year school report. I show it to her, and as she browses through the subjects, which were mostly good, she sees my math exam result (65%). She starts crying, saying things like "You're no good, you're a failure, you'll never do well in life, you're too disorganized." She keeps scrolling through the subjects, when she comes upon Science, she sees the exact same thing as Math, but she doesn't say anything. I keep telling her about how that teacher never liked me and always graded me horribly, and then she goes on a long rant about how my attitude is bull**** and that I'll end up nowhere with it. She stomps upstairs into her bed, leaving me feeling the worst person on earth, demoralized, numb. I end up hating her and her stupid thoughts about my life.

I really know this is quite a pointless rant, but I just can't stand my mother chewing on my morale like it was chocolate. It kills me from the inside to know how badly my mom thinks of me.

sounds likes SOMEONE'S got a case of the menopauses

God! Now you're going to get the same feeling as Delmore, but his case is worse.

I feel bad for you, and Good luck.

Is your mom near 50 firstable?

I really don't think a math teacher can grade you extra low because they don't like you. It's pretty straight forward.

My old science teacher did that to me.

Science and Math.

I do believe she hates me, since I've never been a bad Science student, and this year she gives me a C- for effort, homework and behavior. Same goes for math.



That's complete bull****.

I can't really comment because I don't know your effort.

You really shouldn't feel bad about yourself. Sure, a D in two subjects isn't great, but it isn't awful either. Your mom just sounds overeactive and selfish to me, so just ignore her ceaseless babbling.

Your mom needs that.

Accept it. Don't take her rants about you and your uselessness serious.
Just pretend listening and forget it afterwards.
Just don't get in her way.

I doubt you're getting low grades because your teachers hate you. It's most likely just you.

But other than that I don't really have a comment.

The best excuse to have is that you have no Motherly love and no motivation because the exams you keep doing get you exactly nothing.
She realizes you need her and starts supporting you.

That's like room service to the extreme. Anyway, teachers can't grade you based upon how well they like you.

They SHOULDN'T, but that doesn't stop them

Actually, over here, that's a C to B, converted from the American GPA to Canadian GPA.