Things about you that nobody at MFGG really knows, or things that very few people know...

my school's quizbowl team got 1st place in the league.

I EAT WORMS.
just kidding, just kidding.
nnh... alright. seperated into the good and the baaad.
and this is serious sheet, okay? :/
and yeah. some of it's hard to beleive. -laugh- also, some is repeated, but i'm trying to sort it all out really.

good:
-it's easy for me to stay calm and cool/relaxed during certain situations.
-i don't get offended by most criticism and gladly accept it, usually because its something i know in the first place.
-i am a proud christian, but don't try to force it onto others. (secretly, inside, it makes me a little sad when people say things about christians or something like what jeff said, gradually becoming atheist and all. just another loss in my eyes. < / 3)
-i don't hate anybody. ever. that's not gud. D:
-i am left-brained, dominiantly artistic rather than...er...technically intelligent.
-i respect a lot of people who don't even realize it, including just about everybody at mfgg. <3
-i enjoy peace and easily forgive! C:

bad:
Spoilers:

-i'm highly insecure and i do actually ...dislike myself. a lot. -i was molested when i was seven years old (or maybe six, can't quite remember) -i pretty much let people walk all over me. -i'm really unstable and have OCD and bipolar tendencies. i literally get lost in my imagination and catch myself slipping from reality quickly. my emotions are out of control and i get really fired up inside about things that sometimes i'm just...imagining. -i have a habit of really bad self-destructive behavior, mainly burning, scathing and cutting myself. sometimes i enjoy it, and sometimes because i'm angry at myself. i have scars and burnmarks all over my arms, legs, and stomach because of it. if my mom ever found out, she'd outright murder me. -i constantly feel guilty and apologetic to generally everybody for one thing or another. -i hate being an attention *****, but i can't deny that i am. ironic, huh? -i'm in hopeless love with a total gothic kleptomaniacal girlyboy.

Random Unusual Things or Personality Quirks:
-i'm actually somewhat of a neat freak, even though i'm the laziest person you'll ever meet.
-i make stupid jokes and puns purposely all the time.
-i automatically narrate my life, every single day o_o it's really wierd... it's just... this big novel floating around in my head. kind of like what raie said, but more detailed and it NEVER. STOPS.
-sometimes i really do want people to know things about me. i'm just too shy to bother with relationships that aren't natural. not worth it.
-i'm pretty much forced to be a goody two-shoes, and am usually the slightly unpopular kid at my school who doesn't often go shopping, to the mall or even just on walks while my friends have money pouring out of their butts because my parents are way overprotective.
-i get ridiculous pointless minicrushes on random people but the only people who ever show any signs of being interested in me are total freaks or pedophiles. i constantly get comments from old guys. it's. /really/. wierd. one time the big nerd behind the subway line making my sandwich randomly told me i have "nice eyes", after which i timidly thanked him, tipped them all my change, and ran back to the table.
-i used to play the piano. now i play the violin and the cello, but primarily the viola, which has gotten my very high chair placements in all-city and all-region orchestras. some day i hope to be in a youth symphony orchestra of some kind.
-i might have that wierd thing because i like ice more than i like hot cheetohs as a snack. in other words, a lot more than it's probably healthy to.
-this topic amuses me greatly.
-my favorite band is panic! at the disco, which is NOT A POP-PUNK-EMO-BAND. it's indies/theatre rock, okay? yeah.
-fave manga include naruto, princess tutu, rurouni kenshin and fruits basket
-i can speak some japanese & i'm still learning (not talking about all that bakabaka kawaii desu azn chat going around the interwebs, okay)
-i hate it when people write "O.K." instead of spelling it out "okay". o_o i mean, what does OK stand for anyway?

This post has been edited by Hikari on Apr 19 2007, 09:35 PM

-I'm an atheist.
-I hate Peta. Damn puppy-killers.
-I'm 14.
-I love gays/lesbians.
-I live in North Dakota.
-I do poorly in school.
-I'm in a band called The Paul Reubens Experience. (For those of you that don't know... Which would be odd, but just incase you don't, Paul Reubens = Pee Wee Herman. :/ )
-I'm a spelling nazi.
-I can't draw/color on the computer. I suck at it.
-I'm obsessed with Gaia. 'Cause I'm a dork like that.
-My brothers are old enough to be my parents.
-I'm right-handed.
-My eyes are gray.
-If Brian Molko asked me to do anything, I'd do it.
-May add on lataz.

-I left my band because I hardly listen to grunge music anymore.
-I grazed my dad's truck with my car this morning and haven't told him yet.
-I accidentally got my cousin in lots and lots of trouble, but haven't confessed because I'm afraid of what may happen to me.
-I don't really even like Mario games other than the Paper Mario series.
-As much as I hate emo music and subculture, I'm basically the posterboy for the emo look.
-I used to be called Harry Potter in middle school.
-I'm an attention ***** (to a somewhat small degree) in real life because my brother is handicapped and got more attention when we were growing up. I realize this now... and try to keep it under control.
-I'm in love with Megan Moss.
-I once played strip poker with an 8 year-old and his three friends. I was 13 at the time.
-I record my own songs and mix them in Audacity, but no one has heard them except me.
-I once drew Dora the Explorer hentai. I burned it afterward. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. It was the one and only time I drew nudity with an overtly sexual theme.
-I lie far too often.
-I can just barely tolerate my father.
-I've never entered a Drawing Comp, but someone gave me the badge when I placed in a Sprite Comp around the time I first joined. I never told anyone. Now it annoys me because it's on a line all by itself. Take care of that, Meda/Staff.
-I hate my dad's side of the family, even the one cousin that I get along with. I like one of my aunts and my grandma. That's it.
-I'm a Calvinist and an anti-Catholic.
-I was addicted to porn all through 9th, 10th, and half of 11th grade. I've been clean for a couple months.
-I avoid discussions of religion on MFGG like the plague because I respect a lot of the members here who call themselves atheists, and I probably would lose some of that if I read what they posted.
-I thought about killing myself about a month ago, but I'm sure that I could never actually go through with it.
-I convinced myself that I was bisexual in middle school because everyone called me gay. I'm not.
-I cry a lot. A lot.
-I'm a fan of Courtney Love.
-I'm arrogant and consider myself better than others because I'm smarter than they are. What's worse is that I realize this, but don't do anything about it.
-I once had a dream about Danny Bonaduce having sex with a Yorkie.
-I have really small feet.
-I have OCD, but it's been pretty diminished recently. I still have to center things and make them symmetrical, but at least I'm not organizing my friends' bookshelves anymore... Book stores, on the other hand...
-I absolutely detest Will Ferrell, and I have no idea how anyone can consider him funny.
-I've already named my children and planned out their careers.
-I have pica (Wiki it). I'm eating a match right now. I'm totally not kidding.
-I dread coming home from school every day because I don't want to talk to my dad or any of his relatives that may call.
-I idolize this kid at school named Justin Starr, even though he can be a real dick sometimes.
-I've never done drugs or had alcohol, but I've pretended to be high/drunk at parties just to fit in.
-I've secretly wished for some kind of terrorist attack or other cataclysm just to distract myself from my own problems.
-I'm a gossip, but I do it without even realizing. I hate that.
-I want to go to college for journalism, and I can most probably get into the University of Florida's journalism school (one of the nation's top 10), but I have no idea what I'll do with the degree.



This post has been edited by Tragic on Apr 15 2007, 10:33 PM

kssh.
the paper mario series could sell me on mario even if i'd never played a single mario game before besides those. they own.

* I'm left-handed.
* I love Neopets.
* I'm currently in love with two different guys. Both of them are MFGG members.
* I hate mustard and gaucamole.
* I like salting fruits before I eat them.
* I have a dead brother.
* I'm addicted to yaoi and yuri.
* I sleep all day in school.
* I was abused and forced into performing sexual acts and photographing myself naked when I was 12-15.
* I'm a sort of recovered/still struggling anorexic.
* I sometimes speak with a southern accent without realizing.
* I have a problem with taking things too personally.
* I'm afraid of what some people will say about the things I've listed.
* I always make cruel jokes about serious things.
* I love singing but hate my voice.
* I'm obsessed with dolls. I want to be a dollmaker.
* I've never beaten a Mario game.

This post has been edited by Kentucky-Fried Panda on Apr 15 2007, 09:54 PM

[more]
The less-positive things:
-I kind of hate myself.
-I have no social life.
-I don't get an opinion in my house.
-I have OCD.
-I have an unreasonable blood/wound fetish.
-I'm sort of shallow.
-I hold terrible grudges.
-I usually don't like my artwork that much.
-I have a terrible temper.
-I was sliced open by my daddy's second cousin.
-I think my mom and dad know I'm in sort of a relationship with my best friend.(She's a girl.)

This post has been edited by Tragedy Anne on Apr 15 2007, 09:51 PM

-I stabbed my stepsister in the stomach with a pencil when I was three, apparently (she survived)
-I believe that the more open-minded you are, the more likely you'll become a hypocrite
-the thing Hatman said about getting 'deep'
-Currently working on like twenty movies
-I hate gays/lesbians ('least, the ones that make a big deal out of it)
-I lie only when I don't want to worry people
-I dislike people who claim to be left-brained
-I lose some blood at least every day (Sometimes from pricking my lip, sometimes from cat scratches, sometimes from cutting my nails by hand, always from my cist on my tailbone that never seems to heal)
-My favorite phrase ever is "great-tasting value"
-My grandfather described me as "it's like I'm looking in a mirror" shortly after I was born, a week later he died. My mom says he and I look too much alike to this day


vrooooooom

I always think things over too many times due to the fact that I'm afraid of being wrong.

I fear that everything I do will never be good enough.

I absolutely HATE asking for things and making purchases.

I can eat pretty much anything without gaining a single pound.

I have high test scores but never study and rarely do homework.

I complain about things but never try to fix them.

My attention span lasts for everything except math.

I make tons of games and post them everywhere but MFGG.

I'm eating a muffin.

- I don't do homework on time. EVER.
- I am only liked at school because I dare to be a complete asshole, but many people ahte me for this too
- I regret a lot of things

panda. < 333 -relates-

lyke ilu2!!!!

tragic: whoa. wtf XD
OH LORD HIKARI USED -THAT- SMILIE EVERYONE HEAD FOR THE BUNKER
*shotforstolenbunkerjoke*

This post has been edited by Hikari on Apr 15 2007, 10:07 PM

oh, and I'm a huge hyprocite sometimes, but I like it because I feel more 'normal' that way.

-i wasted all my time typing up my list because in the end nobody cares- not even on the internet xD;
-sometimes when i feel really ****ty the tiniest thing can actually set me off on a big old giggle fit out of nowhere and i get literally hysterical and end up in tears of...confusion. o_o
-smilie abuse and enter key abuse are my forte~

Updated my list above.

more:
- At school, they think i am a wild, overly sarcastac dick.
- When at school my mind shifts almost instantly to the opposite of what i was thinking before getting there.
- I'm good at everything but math. I was in the RetardRoom for that on several occasions. Yet i have an IQ of 92, my last test i had 107, and my recent one, 102, WTF?
- I'm terrible at maintaining focus on a project whether it be a game, homework, a book report, whatever.
- I do not have freinds. My only scocial interaction at school is with this one fat kid. and he's a lying SOB.
- MFGG is my only real place where i can talk and express myself without looking weird to others. That's why i'm here alto.
- The back of my nech hurts from typing all day and now....ow.
- My left eye is a lazy eye.
- I was born 4 months before my scheduled birth.
- in the second grade, i threatend my teacher i'd kill myelf....with one of those rubber rulers. XD
- IN THE 5th grade i shoved an eraser up my nose to goto the ER and get out of schol. it sucked.

This post has been edited by Adan on Apr 15 2007, 10:16 PM

D: I care.
I can totally relate to most of what you had to say...

-sometimes when i feel really ****ty the tiniest thing can actually set me off on a big old giggle fit out of nowhere and i get literally hysterical and end up in tears of...confusion. o_o
-smilie abuse and enter key abuse are my forte~

gsfghdf That's exactly like me.

--I was born in Seattle, but have lived in Iowa for most of my coherent life.
--I play the Sims.
--I, too, find Legos fascinating, and still hold onto my collection.
--I've played DOOM since I was six years old.
--I love Evanescence, and even went to a recent concert in March.
--Though I was the problem child in school, and barely did a day's work, I'm in college, studying to be a teacher.
--I watched Sesame Street until I was in fourth grade. Then it got dumber, but was replaced by Arthur. I watched that show well into high school, mostly then for nostalgia.
--I lied on the last one--sometimes, I'll still sneak the time to watch Arthur. :p
--I hated Metroid...until I played it. The same goes for Grand Theft Auto, Warcraft, Halflife and Halo.
--I like goth girls. See Lulu, Final Fantasy X. :p

I never have got into that show, never liked it as a little girl...it scared me.
I still remember why.
I had a dream when I was REALLY LITTLE that my step mother was walking through our local park and holding me and she put me down and said, "I'll be back soon you wait here" or something... And then Big Bird came with his beak wide open and started chasing me.

I still love lots of kiddie shows. Not so much Sesame Street, but Care Bears. <3

-I was only ONCE in my life not the tallest person in my class (and within the year I out grew the kid whom was tller then me)
-At one point I was the tallest person in my entire school (and for that I felt special)
-I can eat whole large pizzas all to myself in super fast times and stil lremain super thin
-I was once in a Pie eating contest
-I tought myself various songs on the Piano (such as Star Wars, NSMB, Our God Is An -Awesome God, Popcorn, the MGS theme, and a few others) but put sheet music in front of me and I wont be able to play it
-My favorite easter candy is Mini Eggs
-My school nickname is skinny
-I am agnostic
-The veins on my right foot form an "R" which I find funny
-I can rotate my rigth arm 360 degrees and bend it the wrong direction
-I CAN lick my elbow despite popular beleif that no one can