Before you yell at me, yes, I thought this was a good time to write my rant since other people are doing it.
As many of you may know, I live in a group home. It's mostly due to my *****ing and complaining about how bad my life at home was, but now I regret every bit of it. It's NOT fun living in a group home. It's sucking all of the happiness out of me. The only time I'm truely happy is when I get to visit my family (which includes my sis, the member Quickie-la).
But wait...
...Recently I got an IM from my sister and I called my dad on the phone. I have a court date coming in a week or two to see if I get to go home, but guess what they said my social worker put in the court report just because I missed my meds a couple of times in my home pass? She is proposing to limit my home passes to only a couple of hours once a month, with all phone contact and letter writing cut off. I don't know if they know to cut off computer contact, but they might. This has been depressing me a LOT.
Okay, now for something a little bit on a different subject, but something that's still depressing me. Remember in
this topic (do not bump) when I said I was getting tested for Asperger's? Well they FINALLY got the results a couple of weeks ago last week I went over them with my therapist.
I've been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome and Major Depressive Disorder. It explains a lot. I won't get into TOO much detail but at this point I have zero friends at school and I'm really lonely. It's VERY depressing. Anyway, I've noticed a lot of other members have this syndrome, like Parakarry, and I was wondering if any of you have any tips? Currently I'm reading a book called "The OASIS Guide To Asperger Syndrome." It's an okay read and I can relate to a lot of the stuff in it, but it's not helping me at all, it's just giving me info.
This post has been edited by Mason on May 4 2007, 03:41 PM