MySpace Suicide Not Fake

Because of suicide Pokémon & D&D are banned from my school. Douchebags, if they were alive I'd kick them in the nuts &/or shins. & I'd break their leg-benders.

...why

Idiot, let the whole world know that he has just about to kill himself! emo kids these days!

( Warning: longish post ahead )

I've stared suicide in the face once, not that I even attempted it but I was seriously considering it to the point I was talking about getting a rope to a guy I knew in Secondary School!

Admittedly, it was partly over a girl but that wasn't the full story. Imagine being told that almost EVERYTHING you value is a load of childish nonsense and that you needed to be ' a man ' , well, being ' a man ' in the eyes of my family ( ie, fighting, getting drunk, manual labour, etc ) is a goal that is not only impossible for me but is also something I have no interest in, my interests were always more academic, like Poetry or Art but that they wouldn't take it at all, so I hid it inside, even giving up drawing almost altogether ( except in school ) because of them.

Needless to say, that was the worst mistake I have ever made, trying to hide it made me hide my true self and I became all emo, bitter, sarcastic, poor school grades and all, assholes made me feel alienated, all this made me feel that there was ' something wrong ' with me and such and to add extra insult to injury, it was at this stage that my families alcoholism got worse, which made me feel even more alienated

Looking back now, if I had actually done it, I know a lot of people I knew would have being devasted and it could ruined the girls life, as she would have probably blamed herself for my suicide, not to mention all the good things I'd miss out on.

Thankfully, I survived and am still here, a better, nicer person. I started to draw again, discovered a passion for poetry that I thought was non - existant and got to see some of the world! But sadly, the familes drinking is the noly thing that HASN'T changed, in fact, its got worse! I try not to get involved so much because the last few times I have ( or was forced to ) , I either ended up attacking my father or vice versa!

Bulit up rage is a bad thing....


ANYWAYS,

A few of us here are more than likely on the same ( or a similar ) boat, all that I say to you, is to keep on fighting and NEVER give up, if you must endure pain, feel because, you DESERVE to be happy!

Some dicks killed themselves over something regarding them.

I had tried once. I had lost all of my friends to a strange incident, and was rejected by just about everyone else. I wasn't actually emo, just desperate and out of luck. It's funny how you can't pull that trigger, no matter how strong you are physically, your mind won't let you pull it.

But why are the aforementioned things banned because of suicide

Oh I dunno. Because the schoolboard has decided that they're to blame rather than idiocy or mental instability.

*doesnt read it all* he logged back on to his myspace 5 days after his death.

life is hard at 17 parents just don't understand

I love that! because it's so true!

This is EVEN more proof that MySpace = emo. *shot*

*cough*

What?

Interesting logic

If a subject spanning the entire world causes suicide, banning it from a one-acre radius will remove the threat

Nobody could argue against it

http://emopwn.ytmnd.com/

oh im sorry. 1 day after.

This post has been edited by Bungalo on Dec 3 2005, 06:36 PM

You're trusting a community of retards who post mutilation hentai for humor to tell you whether a suicide is true or not?

He never even told us he was hardcore ;_;

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fusea...353422701347437

He logged in today also.

This post has been edited by Bungalo on Dec 3 2005, 06:39 PM

I'm quite sure I'm not the only one that uses "Automatically sign me in" and stuff. Parents coulda gone on the computer or something and visited bookmarks or whatever. There's reasonable explanations.

but today again, too?